Elementary Sacrifice

It has been what? Ten months after our graduatio?
Probably Yes, It has been ten months after our elementary graduation.
All of us are wearing our toga and of course all of us are with our smiles.
But are those smiles really for that very special day, that after how many years of studying at last we graduated and will soon enter a new journey. HIGH SCHOOL LIFE!
Before entering our highschool life are you really sure that you are happy?
Well, me I'm sure, I'm very sure with my feelings. Mixed emotion, happy and sad? Isn't funny a happy and sad emotion combined together? You call me fool but no I'm not, because behind those smiles are frowns that maybe we will not see each other again.
Yes, indeed, it happened to us. It has been ten months ago that I last saw my classmates.
This is such a great sacrifice.
I have another story to tell about my classmates during our elementary years:
I admire someone in our batch but it was a secret admiration, he was my
bestfriend, so I need to keep my emotion inside. Listening him telling stories about what
happened to there house is such a great achievement but are these the only things that
he's telling me? NO, a big big NO! Because most of his stories are not from there house
but these are stories about his crush! Imagine, he's teeling storie about his crush! That
hurts, but I need to sacrifice just for sake of being his bestfriend. I admit I'm afraid of
what will he feel when he'll knew that I like him.........
That doesn't end there, a week before our graduation, his guy bestfriend went
near to me and murmured me something 'ang swerte talaga nang kaibigan ko, naging
bestfriend ka niya. Ikaw, na minamahal niya.' i was shock, thinking about what he'd always
telling me about 'his crush' so I insisted 'no, he likes someone else and i'ts not me' i
replied 'yun lang ang akala mo, but he really like you. he's just pretending that he likes
someone else so that your friendship won't be broken'
The talk that we have was such a significant one. It was already to late for us
to express our feelings because he will go to the different path than mine. Until now we
didn't meet ever since our graduation and that is the greatest sacrifice I ever had.
To late for it to flourish but as i go along my own way..... I again meet another
'guy, but i don't think i'll feel the same as I felt from my past.