My Kindness

Ever since in my life, I'm born with a kind family... When someone needs help my parents are always there to help or to give something.
Now that I'm already grown-up... I also learn how to be kind and to be like my parents.... At this moment, I need to share something, not money, nor fame or intelligence. I need to share or fully give the guy I love to my BESTFRIEND, I thought what I feel for him was just nothing until I realize that I was falling for him, thinking that he didn't love me, I'm still showing up but feels hurt when I see him talking to Her, later on, he asked me to talk to him and he told me that he likes me... I want to answer him the real thing but I was thinking of my best friend… That's why I lied to him and told him that I already have a boyfriend... I was hurt and I felt that he also feel the same... But I can't leave my best friend just because of him....
Later on, as days pass by, I thought what I did was right but I just understand that it wasn't. He left everyone and went to a place we don't know where, asking why???
He knew the real thing... My love for him, and my sacrifice because of my best friend... and I cried when I read a letter saying, 'I thought you love me, but why won't you fight for your love, if she's really your best friend, she's willing to accept the truth and leave us alone being happy.... But it's unfair... I can't take your kindness, that you don't know that you are already hurting someone because of it....’